Friday, July 27, 2007 Y

3:56 AM

SPA gonna faiil for shure..
iie doiing the whole questiion wrongly..
~~FUCK~~ it lurhhs.
wasnt iin de mood of TEST, EXAMS, PAPERS, STUDY..
miind was blank..
&
eventually iie forgot wat iish de word meaniing..
everythiing diid wrongly..

~~many thiings jus went throughh my miind..~~

thiinkiing that iie am nthh to them lurhhs..
cos they ignored me..
wat are friends for ?

haiishh..
euu may thiink that iie am stupiid or anythiing..

sad doesnt need any reason..
iie was driiftiing apart from everyone lurhhs..
wasnt that close, wasnt that good, wasnt........

theres many thiing happeniing..
yes, theres many many thiings..

iie couldnt liist out jus liike that..
iits all inside my heart..
but who ever cares ?

iie wanted to cry..
but my tears hestiitate..
hestiitatiing, thiinkiing that is it worth ?

nopes barhhs..
cos nobody cares about me
why did iie bother to cry jus bcos of them..

but when my tears was hestitatiing
iie couldnt control it anymore..
it jus roll down..

zane was a good counsellor..
he talks until iie really cry..
but he was right..

ohh iie wasnt that strong..
iie been moodswiingiing this few days..

if euu were me, wat would euu do ?
teacherr say we say vulgar..
oh puhlease..
who the hell in de world loves to say vulgar ?
iie didnt like to say toos..
but iit jus came out from my mouth..

iie wanted to change de habit..
changiing habit takes tiime..
maybe thiis habiit cant change ?
iie hope not..

ie wanted to work hard iin everything.
but iie a loser..
wasnt successful iin everythiing..

example of SPA..
good example of iit.
wats iis over is over..

we cant change iit..
let it be..
everyone makes miistake..
we doesnt have to laugh others..
bcos we do wrong thiings toos..

enoughh of my craps to euu all..
my feelings, my say.
euu will thiink that iits craps, nonsense, rubbiish, emo..
then euu can press ALT-F4 or the red cross on top..

You're my love ! :D