Friday, February 29, 2008 Y
4:28 AM
Not a proper post.
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Got to rot if i stop blogging.
yeahyeah.
ytd.
don feel like talking about ytd.
had history CA.
don noe everything, anyhow write.
MT, get back results.
my worst results ever?
After school,
mood was okays.
at 3/6 chat chat.
with xiubin, agnes, fancy, qingqing.
after that, they got ss/his remedial.
classes are lock, never lock de used.
i sit at the staircase.
started emo,
started to cry.
yes, you think i'm stupid.
but.
many things bottle up in my heart.
i couldn't say.
& ii actually did so badly for my chinese.
ii think that.
ii doesnt make my parents proud.
especially my father.
.
i cried.
& kenneth saw it.
i jus don care lurhs.
after that went toilet.
wash face.
i jus don wan them to see how i am that time.
i tell them after they come out.
yah.
their response is nothing.
so, i didnt stand a space at your so call friends?
& You all are telling me, YOU DON NEED ME.
everything seems so difficult.
i tried to be happy.
but, you all jus ignore me.
so wat i'm happy, i'm sad.
wanted to talk to you all..
ignore me is wat you all did.
how fed up i'm.
i jus want to have a better relationship with you guys.
is that so difficult?
maybe is all my fault.
or i think too much?
You're my love ! :D